Every thing went well.
I thought I was ok. I was fine walking into the clinic.
Being weighed having my blood pressure measured all I kept hearing was my mother’s words “you’re too fat. You gained too much weight. The doctor will be angry!”
I almost burst into tears when the doctor kept bringing up my cancer symptoms when I was diagnosed.
I dreaded the exam. What if she did find something. I kept expecting to feel pain when the speculum went in.
Nothing hurt. No pain in the pelvic and rectum exam. I was so happy. Especially when the doctor said she found nothing wrong. That any pain from previous exams was from radiation damage.
I have to have CT scan and blood work when I return home.
But what a great day.
I also had to apologize to my mom for being such a bitch.
However nothing hurt! 😆
The doctor said the pain felt from previous follow was probably