I’ve always known I am awkward.
Awkward in every thing that I do.
The way I converse, behave. I’m just that weird person.
I was always grateful that I didn’t have to try get anyone’s attention by my appearance. I blended in with the wallpaper so well, people actually forgot I was there. It was also a blessing not to pretend to be dumb to get attention because I “believed” was smart.
Then I woke up!
The last couple of days I came to the realization I was becoming dumb as stick!
It was karma! For always joking about my sister’s IQ.
“What is happening to you?” GenZ would cry
“Really, my friend” Kiran couldn’t believe she had to draw me a picture!
At least today I actually remember what I was going to write about! For the past two days I would have an idea and soon as I get on WP? I forgot!🤦♀️
I think it has to do with mentality.
If someone keeps saying “I am dumb” they will believe it. That’s their affirmation.
I just have to remember to keep being positive, stop reacting to bad situations with negative emotions. Stop feeding my anxiety.
Anyway end of my rambling thoughts!
Have a wonderful Weekend! Be happy! Laugh. Enjoy the sun.