It’s a glorious day!
Beautiful sunny warm day! +7C with the winds up 90km!
I was feeling better this weekend. I decided to organize some of my belongings. I was inspired by this tiktoker:
I am absolutely terrified of going back to that dark place in my life where I was overwhelmed by clutter and mess. My mental health had declined that it was a struggle to clean. I refuse to live like that again.
While I was tidying up I realized that Everything I bought was under the delusion it was making my life easier. I was just chasing a dopamine high. I never realized that was a thing! If it was pretty and it made me feel better/ made life easier I needed to buy it! My cancer treatment made my OCD worse. If there was a cleaning product I needed it. I wanted it. I had to have it.
It was very cathartic!
This morning I went to my parents for brunch.
Later I went shopping for a few things it was the first time I went out in awhile.
Such a productive weekend!