NOT MY BED!


Someone from work made me smile. “I like working with you, you make me feel comfortable and able to be myself. If you are being nice then you are nice. If you aren’t? you let people know”

What a wonderful thing to hear!

I had such a good day.

I was so exhausted. I was up most of the night because of my cats.

They were well behaved for the most part. Just hissing whenever they saw each other.

Lying in bed with Daisy most of the night, I tried to sleep but I was so sore, my muscles tense. I was just so full of anxiety and trying not to allow my OCD to overwhelm me.

Mostly I was heartbroken and disheartened by the state of which Willow came to me. I don’t understand how people can be so neglectful and cruel to their pets.

Willow was so affectionate, she was sleeping on my bed by my head. Daisy had ran to her favourite cat tree when I woke up this morning.

When I came home, Daisy was asleep under the blankets and Willow under the bed asleep. They were so civil to each. I told my parents, both cats were like my sister and I! They laughed so hard.

My mom helped me bathe Willow.

I never saw water turn that brown in all my years as a cat person! Willow’s previous owner never bathed her, never brushed her.

My mom was flabbergasted at the level of neglect this cat suffered, and then she told me there was poop still on Willow’s bottom. There was matted hair on Willow’s bottom. So trying to clean that?

Willow was not impressed with me, but she sure felt better I bet.

Her Previous owner dropped off the cat tree.

After the person left my whole apartment reeked,triggering a cleaning frenzy.

I never was this triggered since my cancer treatment. I was washing my hands so much. everything I touched was being cleaned. I don’t have much cleaner left.

I walked into the bedroom to check on Willow and Daisy. Daisy gave me a kiss. Nuzzled me. I was so happy until I turned and saw the gift Willow gave me!

Willow had sat on my bed and smeared her poopy bum everywhere.

Daisy was on her cat tree smirking evilly as I had a complete meltdown.

I changed the sheets, did a walk a round to make sure Willow wasn’t leaving me anymore presents. I finished scrubbing my tub, had a shower and then collapsed in my bed. Earliest I went to sleep in six days!

I woke up at midnight because my body just couldn’t relax.

I just hope Daisy and Willow will be ok🥰

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