ITS JUST A POTATO


You know what I realized my blog is?!

It’s a potato!

It’s become so boring that’s it become a potato

a bland flavourless potato!

When it used to be a jalapeño. A tad spicy.

I do know I miss Writing my dabbles,one shots, my stories.

The sexy ones.

One day, my dear blog I will make you spicy again!

A PRODUCTIVE DISASTER


Instead of catching up on movies as I had planned, I was working on my blog.

It felt good to be somewhat productive.

I worked on my story page. That was a disaster! I almost lost over 200 pieces of work! 🤦‍♀️ what a genius!

I decided to put the story page as my homepage/static. I wonder how that long it will be before I have to change back!🤦‍♀️😂😒

I hadn’t had internet these past few weeks because my modem wasn’t working. so my data was being eaten up. My mobile bill is a disaster!

So it was nice to work on my blog. 🌸💐😉😎

HOW HAS YOUR DAY BEEN


  • How has your day been? Good.
  • Do you have any kind of comfort-item? My squishmallows 🥰
  • Is there anything you cannot sleep without? My sleep mask and earbuds. Music.
  • What do you need to feel safe and comfortable? I’m not sure how to answer that. As long as someone doesn’t shout at me.
  • How are you doing today? I’m feeling wonderful 🥰
  • If you have any pets, please share some pictures. (if you feel comfortable)
  • Do you rather prefer warm or cold weather? Why? Cool. My medication for Epilepsy is body temperature regulated. If I am too cold I will go into shock. If I am too hot I will become dehydrated and become sick.
  • What would be something that someone could do to make you happy? Bring me a chocolate bubble tea. Or iced coffee and we could have a picnic.
  • How many blankets and/or pillows do you need to sleep? It is amazing to me how many blankets and pillows I used to sleep with before treatment. Before: 1 flat sheet 4 comforters. 6 pillows. 2 for my head 2 on either side of me so I could rollover to my side. It hurt to roll over 😢
  • If you would be a color, which one would you be and why? Green and orange. Green for peaceful healing. Orange for sexuality.
  • If you had the possibility to live anywhere, where would you live? All the places Jayne Ann Krentz my favourite author writes about. So along the coast
  • What is your favorite fruit? I don’t have a favourite fruit.
  • Would you rather be able to fly whenever you want or become invisible? Invisible. I could eavesdrop and do naughty things.
  • What is a movie that always makes you feel okay? Cheaper By The Dozen.
  • Do you own any plushies? Quite a few.
  • Please tell me three facts about yourself that you are comfortable sharing. 1. I used to have obsessive behaviour. 2. My parents threatened to lock me in a psych ward after they found my stories. I was 12. 3. I had to go to speech therapy 2 x. Once when I was a toddler because I was speaking fine then I couldn’t speak. The second time was in school because I had a bad stutter. Even now I can’t pronounce words that have double ss. Lol
  • Do you own any fairy-lights? No.
  • What is your favorite scent on candles? Coffee.
  • If you had the chance to turn into any animal of your choice whenever you want, what would you turn into and why? A cat. They do what they want.
  • If you could change the color of one thing in the world, what thing would it be and which color would you choose?

Did you ever make a wish upon a shooting star? No.

I would like you to know that you are wonderful.

I wish to give you a hug.

What is one thing about you that you like? My scar. It’s in the shape of a question mark.

Is there anything you liked to do as a child and you still do it nowadays? Making dandelion crowns

When was the last time you smiled and why? My niece said she was happy

Did you drink enough today? Probably not 🤦‍♀️

If you had to eat the last food you ate forever, what would it be? Corn on the cob 🥰

When was the last time someone said something kind to you? One of my coworkers said they missed me yesterday

I think that you are really amazing!

What is your favorite flower? Black eyed Susan

Have you ever been to another country, other than the one you live in? Just the USA

What time is it for you and what are you thinking about? 9:15 pm. Time to snuggle

What was the last image/gif you saved? If you are comfortable, please share it.

Don’t forget how wonderful you are!

What color does your favorite mug have? It’s White. But Darth Vader.

You look very pretty today!

What was the last thing you cooked or baked? Did you like it? I try not to cook or bake because I don’t like the smell of food or leftovers in my house.

Are you a long-sleeper or an early bird? Long sleeper

What is one of your biggest wishes? For everyone to be happy healthy loved and have a warm home to feel safe in. Most of all to have everyone accept each other regardless of race, religion or sexuality 🥰🥰🥰

Do you have a favorite week day? What is it? Saturday because I can sleep in.

When was the last time you had a picnic? A true picnic. 2 years ago.

What is your favorite hot bevarage and how do you like to drink it? I drink my green tea with a straw. Cream and sugar. If I’m at work. Honey and a straw if I am home.

Have you ever baked anything for someone else? Brownies.

If the last food you ate and the color of your shirt would be your name, what would it be? Blue ribs

Please never forget how important you and your feelings are!

What is something that makes you smile? Seeing other people being happy

I love you. ♡

Have a wonderful weekend 🌸🌼🌻

BLOCKS OF ANNOYANCE


Is it just me or has blogging in WP blocks have become more of an annoyance, hindrance and tiresome than it is practical or faster?

I have been contemplating on just blogging on my tumblr instead. But it would be more of nuisance because what would I do with all my stories?!

My precious stories!

VISUALIZING LINES IN BOOKS


Oh no no!

Now I have to go back and re-read and visualize lines in my stories!

How come I never thought of this before?!

It’s positively cringy!😂😫😱

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMefCcJLc/

IS IT A BLESSING


I have been going through a lot of my comments and I realized how many of readers came and gone.

It really made me sad. I truly enjoyed interacting with them. I miss them. (is that the right word? Interacting? I swear my chemo brain!)

I also can’t believe how much time has passed.

I think I am going to spend some time going over my comments, replying to those I have missed. Reminisce.

So I guess it’s a blessing that WP glitched.

So many friends🥰🥰🥰

OH THE POSSIBILITIES!


I just woke up to find Daisy on my pillow😍😍 she hasn’t done that since she was pregnant! She usually sleeps on my legs!

I had a dream that my blog was blowing up! It became popular, famous. Had a wiki page, (yak) was rated 96% on some writing platform. However whenever I was interviewed? my personality was rated at 76%😔😁🤪

I was boring. Curdled milk was more exciting!

HOW DID YOU KNOW MY ALMOST NAME!


Me: Kaileigh!

K: Rebecca Dawn!

Me: that’s not my name!

K: what is it then? Rebecca Morgan?

Me: how did you know my almost name!

K: that has to be the stupidest name ever!

That is now my name💕

TIME FOR A CHANGE


I worked on my blog. Updating my fiction page and other things. It was not easy, the cat almost erased 257 stories!!!

I decided to change the title of my blog, because I have changed. I went through a lot and I am not the same person anymore. Physically and emotionally.

For the header, I chose a photo I took on the weekend on my way to the cancer clinic.

I also chose to change my photo. The previous photo was taken before treatment. When I was pretending to be happy while I was in excruciating pain.

This recent photo is four months after treatment! I am healthy happy and grateful for every day! Some days are a struggle because I am physically exhausted but I am enjoying being to wake up in the morning healthy and pain free 💕💕