I HAVE DREAMT IN MY LIFE


“I have dreamt in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind.” – Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

Mundane or exciting?


“Don’t do what you want. Do what you don’t want. Do what you’re trained not to want. Do the things that scare you the most.” ―Chuck Palahniuk

I am always asked what do I want to do?

I don’t know what I want.

I’m stuck.

Change frightens me. Yet I am bored with doing the same mundane thing every day.

I would like to wake up to something exciting every day.

Mundane. Exciting. Flip a coin which one would I get.

HOW TO STOP TIME


“How to stop time: kiss. How to travel in time: read. How to escape time: music. How to feel time: write. How to release time: breathe.” ― Matt Haig

BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART


Believe in your heart that you’re meant to live a life full of passion, purpose, magic and miracles.”
― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart

FLOWER ON THE PRECIPICE


We think a flower on a cliff is beautiful
Because we stop our feet at the cliff’s edge
Unable to step out into the sky
Like that fearless flower
–Sosuke Aizen,Flower on the Precipice”

HOW DID YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE


How did you live your life that you have no one could help you?

Life isn’t always rosy for everyone. No matter how hard you try. You rarely get it your way. – Vincenzo

Those words were haunting. Poignant. It made me reflect how alone I am.

True, I have family. I dont spend much time socializing. I wonder how they would know if something happened.

I joked to a coworker the only person who would probably realize I wasn’t around is my boss. Steve would probably ask how come I am late. Then call my parents.

He did it once. My dad had to come to my apartment and knock on the window! I was so sick! When I called out, the night manager didn’t bother to let Steve know!

I think I would be eaten by my cat before anyone noticed I wasn’t around lol

Such morbid thoughts on a beautiful day!

YOU’RE NOT WEARING A MASK OR STAYING HOME


https://vm.tiktok.com/ZSmJEuvj/

My reaction every time I see anti-masker or read their comments about sheeples.

Their ignorance is staggering!

They do realize that they are sheeple too?🤦‍♀️😂

I laugh so hard every time I think of the irony!

I WANT TO HAVE WRITTEN IT


I don’t want to write it!

I want to have written it!- primavera- cerezos

My mind was blown when I read that!

It’s so easy to get excited about writing. To have ideas about a story and characters! Sitting down to write is hard.

This afternoon, I sat down write. to finish a Drabble and got distracted by Charmed. Oops!