One of my doppelgängers pulled up to the window.

The presenter turned to hand out her drink and stopped. She was so surprised it took her a moment to realize she was staring. She gave my doppelgänger her drink, told her to have a great day.

she hurried over to me “Becky! That girl looked exactly like you!” She exclaimed.

I sighed “I know. It happens all the time” I replied, “don’t worry about it”

”wow” she murmured.

Wow is an over statement.

I lost count how many doppelgängers I have. This one made her appearance a couple of months ago, however her boyfriend was a regular customer!

At least Katerina Petrova only had three doppelgängers. Amara doesn’t count😜




I don’t understand how anyone could think Edward Cullen was sexier than the Salvatore Brothers 😣

Especially Damon. Or Stefan as the Ripper 💕💕💕

they brought back Kai!

When you wrote a fan fic back in November. didnt finish it because you were disillusioned with the show. then this happens:



the character you write about comes back!

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I nearly lose my mind!

come on who does not love it when that happens?!




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“That’s the thing with you, Damon” I whispered. “You allowed your love for Elena to blind you. She was your anchor to your humanity! Your reason to feel. That anchor is gone. Your reason is gone. You lost your friends. Bonnie. Alaric. You brother, are fucked” I sneered. “Everything and everybody you held dear is gone. Everything but the one thing that is still holding you back!”

He laughed, “what are you talking about, Stefan?”

“Elena’s coffin.” My lips curled into a smile. “Let’s do it tonight. Burn it.”

Damon’s eyes glittered dangerously. “No one knows where it is.”

“But you do.” I pointed at him. “How romantic would it be? The two Salvatore brothers who loved Elena Gilbert so passionately. Their love represented by a fire burning so brightly  in the night sky!” I sighed.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Damon move. He reached for a tree limb, breaking it in half Damon lunged for me,  the sharp end of the tree limb driving for my chest. I shifted out of his way, driving my elbow into his back. He sprawled into the dirt. He rolled coming up into a crouch. The make shift  stake inches from where I stood.

Laughing at the rage in his eyes, I circled him cautiously. “Ah, there it is! There it is, my dear brother!” I hissed.”The humanity I thought long gone!”

“Elena is mine!” Damon hissed. “Do not go near her!”

“Sybil did a horrible job messing with your mind!” I taunted. “The thing is Damon, I dont care about Elena. But you do.  you taint everything you touch.”

Damon was breathing hard, “Stefan you wouldnt do that. Think of Bonnie. Think of Carolyn. Think of Jeremy.”

My eyes narrowed. “Yeah that card wont work with me” I clucked my tongue “humanity switch is off.”

“Carolyn wont forgive you if you kill her friends…” Damon’s eyes widen in surprise. Blood spurting from his lips. He glanced down at his chest. The stake was driven hard through his chest.

“The problem with you Damon,” I leaned into whisper in his ear, “you bore people with this bad ass attitude you have. You are just a scared little boy who is afraid to be alone. Guess what big brother?” I shoved the stake deeper, feeling satisfaction as Damon’s skin turned grey. “you will get to see how well you do in Hell.alone”

I released him. His body hit the ground with a thud.

Whistling, I turned on my heel.

There was going to be great bonfire tonight!

  • when stefan turned off his humanity- what if Damon didnt turn off his humanity? Vampire Diaries season 8 ep7

Nathaniel Buzolic, he is one fine Aussie!



Oh the things I would do to him…
I would cook him breakfast in bed!
Read books, have weird and intelligent conversations. (Yeah that was funny)
Go exploring.
Have romantic dinners..


And later have mind blowing love making sessions
(A little much with the mind blowing sex but Go big or go home! )


I really didnt have anything to blog about today. Dont you just hate that? When you get stumped on a topic?

Then I got an idea! Why not do something to do with my favorite characters.

It was harder to do than I realised!  Remembering my favorite characters and villains.

How can anyone expect to choose their favorite characters and villains??!!!


1. Favorite fictional couple? Root and Shaw from Person of Interest! Oh my god!!

2. Favorite fictional character? Elijah Mikaelson!!! Detective Bobby Goren. But right now I am nuts over Detective Laura Diamond!!! I really want a fanfic of Bobby Goren and Laura Diamond to team up for a case. My god, her Type A personalty, and his neurotic obsessive personalty!!! I am screaming right now!!!

3. Favorite fictional TV show? Favorite? I will decline that.

4. Favorite fictional movie? The Grudge! It traumatised me for days!!!

5. Favorite fictional villain? Gretchen Lowell (heartsick- Chelsea Cain!), Nicole Wallace, Weeping Angels,Naraku, Orochimaru

6. Favorite fictional hero? Garth duncan, michael Garland,pierce quincy, Mr. Darcy,Eric Northman, Sasuke, Sesshomaru, Rin (Mnemosyne) Byakuya (he is my anime boyfriend!)

7. Favorite fictional pet? Kit (Charmed)

8. Favorite fictional setting/universe?  Buffyverse, charmed, and Xena!!!

9. Least favorite fictional couple? Elena and Stefan.

10. Least favorite fictional character? Elena Gilbert!!!

11. Least favorite fictional TV show?  Anything with zombies!

12. Least favorite fictional movie? Paranormal activity!

13. Least favorite fictional villain? Silas (The Vampire Diaries) Alte (Xena)

14. Least favorite fictional hero? Bonnie (the Vampire Diaries)

15. Least favorite fictional pet?

16. Least favorite fictional setting/universe? Grey’s Anatomy



After the last season of Vampire Diaries, Elena’s constant whining, and self absorb bitchiness. Damon’s constant need to defend himself to her, I really wasnt feeling Delena anymore…

Until this.


Damon’s sexual prowess can melt away any reservation I have.

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Sweet Mother of Pink!

I just threw up in my mouth!

The look between Elijah and Haley!

I pray, I was imagining that, but I dont think I was.

I think I am going to have nightmares now.

The idea of Elijah and Haley?

Here is an honourable vampire. And a deceitful whiny werewolf. Carrying a hybrid baby.

Wow, whose bright idea was it to bring those two together?

Cliche much?!

In a nutshell:

Elijah is still pining for Katerina, aka Katherine. He wants a family. He wants to make his family better than it was, and with Haley? He has to contend with her lies, manipulations. (she is a duller  werewolf version of Katherine),  the threat of the hybrid baby.

Yep its a case of Bad Romance:

I want your love, and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love, and all your love is revenge

Lol I couldnt resist!


“I promise I wont let my brother kill Agnes.” Elijah.

Stupid Sophie.

Elijah didnt say anything about himself killing Agnes. That is what I love about Elijah. When he makes promises or deals, one has to pay attention to every word he says. He means every word he says. Literally.

“I know you used to me to get to Elijah. Do it one more time, and I will kill you myself.”

somehow that threat sounds idle when it comes from Haley.

Now if it was my favorite Phoebe Tonkin’s character Faye from The Secret Circle, saying those words, it would be impressive.

See, this here is Faye. She is a little more Formidable, then dear Haley the cry baby werewolf.

“You give your word at the inopportune time, brother!”- Klaus.

“but dont make me break my word!” -Elijah

“I promised you wouldnt die by my brother’s hand. But i didnt say anything about dying by my hand!”- Elijah.

And there goes the ovaries!


ALPHA MALES: got carried by the Originals “always and Forever”

Elijah: “Family is power, Niklaus. Love, loyalty– that’s power. This is what we swore to one another a thousand years ago, before life tore away what little humanity you had left, before ego, before anger, before paranoia created in this person before me someone I can barely even recognize as my own brother. This is us, the Original family, and we remain together, always and forever. I am asking you to stay here. I will help you and I will stand by you. I will be your brother. We will build a home here together. So save this girl. Save your child. ” – Elijah

Elijah: Even if I have to beat your petulant stubborn vile self!

Klaus: You are beyond pathetic, Elijah.
Elijah: Who’s more pathetic? The one who sees hope to make his family whole? Or the coward who can only see the world through his own fear?

Alpha males.

I swoon over them!

I just love falling in love with them in tv shows, books, movies.

I love how they are:

persistent, honourable,courageous, humble, they value their word, they have a purpose, they have strength they want to protect their love ones, and they are hard workers.
I just finished watching The Originals “Always and Forever” and I was practically swooning over Elijah.

I decided to make a list of my fave Alphas.

In no particular order!

  1. Elijah – Vampire Diaries
  2. Kol – Vampire Diaries
  3. Klaus – Vampire Diaries
  4. Alaric – Vampire Diaries
  5. Damon – Vampire Diaries
  6. Isaac Lahey – Teen Wolf
  7. Garth Duncan – Hot on her Heels
  8. Charming – OUAT
  9. Neal – OUAT
  10. Aiden – Revenge
  11. Nolan – Revenge
  12. jack snyder- Atwt
  13. Michael Baldwin Y&R
  14. Kit Pritikin – the Cassie Palmer series!!!
  15. then of course every hero that every one of my fave authors has ever written! Sigh! I just love books!!!

oh my god i realised that if I made my list, it would be pages long!!! there are just so many!