I wasn’t feeling well.

Listening to my faves playlist before bed, when the theme song to Witch Hunter Robin started to play. 💕💕💕

I had the desire to watch it. I hit YouTube search box and Black Butler pops up!

Ohh Sebastian! How do I choose between Sebastian and Amon?

Oh the dilemma!

Perhaps I should choose Elias instead?

I have been recently watching The Ancient Magus Bride 💕💕💕


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Ah the single life!


I want you to kiss me nice and slow.

to have you tease me but you whisper “lets take it slow tonight”



Chocolate fries? That’s all kinds of wrong!

just like the Maple bacon poutine! I couldn’t brush my teeth enough to get rid of the taste!



How I should have known my day would go?

  1. A guy  couldn’t wait until I was clear of his truck before speeding off. The light was red!
  2. My tea bag exploded in my water. But I forced myself to drink it anyway. Hm yum ginger and turmeric!😩
  3. Someone locked the bathroom in the change room. So I couldn’t brush the taste of tea away. I had to start work. Just when I thought my day couldn’t get any better I had to be in First over lunch. I think this was  pay back for not working yesterday! I had to change every order because the order taker refused to listen!

A customer gave me six loyalty coffee cards for 1 coffee. All are sticker free. I looked at him “what do you want me to do with these?” I asked.

“They are for my coffee” he explained like I was the dimwit.

“Uh no. Your coffee is $2.50. These have no stickers. You can’t use them”

He scowled “what stickers?” He demanded “I gave you six cards”

Oh come on! We had the coffee loyalty cards for over six years now! “Sir, there are stickers on the coffee. You put one on the card everytime you buy a coffee”

“I’ve been buying coffees for a long time I have never seen a sticker! So you are saying I have to buy 6 coffees!” 

I wanted to throw myself out the window and get run over by a truck. It would be more pleasant than this!

He wanted to see a manager who also explained what I just said. He got the coffee for free anyway. 😡

The next customer gave me two coffee cards and wondered how come the order taker told her a different price. I stared at her “maybe because you never told her you had coffee cards!” I explained slowly.

The one order was so messed up I had to cancel it and start all over.

What he wanted:

  1. 3 mcdoubles. 1 of them plain
  2. 2jr chickens
  3. 2 fries
  4. 1 coke

What he got:

  • 3 mcdoubles. 1 plain. 2 no onions and pickle 
  • 2 Jr chicken PATTIES 
  • 1 fry
  • 2 cokes

This was me over lunch “just say yes! Yes! Oh my god! Yes!” And “a mc chicken! Mc chicken! He said it 5x!”

When I finally escaped my hell hole I was allowed to stay on window. However drive thru was not having it. EM turned to me, her face so upset “you were gone yesterday. You had to be on cash today, you will be on orders with me!”

I laughed so hard “I heard you didn’t miss me. That you were having a good day without me!”

All three of the drive thru team turned to stare at me in disbelief. Scowling EM shook her head ” we missed you”

I hugged her. Her least favourite person was in drive thru and when she kept asking for me, the manager threatened to put her other least person with her!

“I was kidding!” She cried.

I howled with laughter at her predicament and hugged her once more!

Aw I’m loved!


“Becky isn’t here today? Let’s have a good day”

“Becky don’t make me grumpy today”

“No don’t YOU make me grumpy”

it’s annoying when people blame me when they are having a bad day. I am always trying my best to be a positive person.

 people who are miserable and bitchy at me expect me to be as miserable as them or get irritated when I’m still in a good mood but I’m enjoying their misery.

I stayed home from work today because I had been sick since yesterday. I slept all day.

And somehow I am the reason people are miserable.

Maybe it’s true I am the reason people are grumpy.

I will find out tomorrow 




I had a little surprise this morning.

I woke up to find I had 11 new followers on Instagram.

I dont have Instagram.

Curious as to what happened, I logged in.

How did this happen you might ask?

My niece.

She wanted to be Insta-famous!


I logged in. Ugh! This was Instagram?


what is so great about Instagram? Aside from watching the videos and other people’s pictures.



I have discovered the (horrors) wonders of online shopping.

I have rarely gone online to shop because I know once I do, I will be obsessed with buying all the stuff I cant find in the crappy stores here in town.

And because I hate credit cards. Dont use them. Dont want them. Dont want the pain of a dip in my credit rating!

Then there is the fact I will shop shop til I drop drop!

Which I was doing this morning.

Online. Looking for subscription boxes.

Subscription boxes.

Has my life come to this? Hoping to receive cute things in the mail?

Maybe I need a cat!


What I have been looking for

  • Beauty
  • crystals and mindfulness
  • anime
  • books

What I have subscribed so far





Whenever someone asks me if I am tired of being alone, or when will I get a boyfriend I shrug it off.

A person should not be judged on if they are single or not. Why should I conform to society?

I don’t need a man to look after me. I have money. I have a home. However, if he wants to cook and clean that’s fine with me. we can have mind-blowing sex and playhouse. but I dont need a man to define who I am.

Why do women believe that?

However I was watching an interesting video


It wasn’t the “pretty” aspect of the video that had me thinking.

It was the “what would I bring to the relationship” aspect.

That hit me hard.

What would I bring?

Honestly? I couldn’t think of one thing that a man would appreciate.

Except maybe my humor, my willingness to always be there, love, and trust.

I was scraping the bottom of the barrel with those attributes!

I decided to take personality assessment test.

Answering the questions were hard.

The results made me scratch my head. That didn’t help at all!

Affection is really important to me. I had desired high involvement and low desired independence.

WTF! I am not high maintenance! I am not needy! Am I clingy? Hmm, I don’t know! But I am independent. I dont need anyone to tell me I am beautiful, lovely to validate myself. However, a simple a love you will do!

Compared to the Average Person:

  • You want to spend high amounts of time together in your close relationships.
  • You need high levels of communication in order to feel close to others.
  • You require low intimacy in your close relationships, which means that you want to share low amounts of personal information.
  • Your desire for people to be there to support you when you need them is low.
  • In order for you to feel close to others, you require low levels of emotional connection, which means it’s of low importance to you that other people like you, feel happy thinking about you, and miss you when you’re not around.
  • When trying to feel close to others, you need very high amounts of affection, which includes others finding ways to show you they love you.


I think maybe I am better off alone!



I was very grumpy today. When I was going to sit down and write about why I was grumpy I totally forgot how come!

I suppose that is why it is said “Take it to the Lord and leave it there”

or Let it go.



It has begun!

the nightmare that is table service!

we were the last store to begin it.

It was amazing the customer response to it. I was really flummoxed by it. Out of the 20 customers I served;before my shift ended, only 2 accepted table service!

the response was “why would I want table service when I can get it myself?”

”no I can wait”

then this priceless gem by a woman who was astonished and upset that HO would even think of suggesting it!

”what?! Table service?! No I don’t need table service! It’s not like you all are busy enough! Who is going to bring it to me! Freaking table service! Only the lazy would need it!”

i laughed so hard!

what a great way to end a day!