“shut up and dance with me”

The world spun as he whirled me with him. His fingers gripped my wrists.  Perhaps I was feeling dizzy, or perhaps it was the momentum of being spun, my pulse raced as my heart hammered in my chest.  He shouldn’t be affecting me this way, I thought wildly. Yet he was.

He was laughing as we tumbled onto the grass, grabbing me close. He lifted the corners of the blanket and rolled us until the blanket covered us both.

Breathless, he braced himself onto his elbows above me. Wedging himself between my thighs. I swallowed hard, the intimate precarious position allowed me to feel the muscles of his thighs. The ridge of his erection. An odd delicious sensation surged through me.

Staring down into my face, he smiled. His breath fanned over my lips. Hot. Slowly he smoothed the tangled tendrils of my hair from my face. The touch of his fingers made me shiver. Fill me with a restless ache. A yearning to feel his mouth on mine.

His laughter died, his smile slowly faded. As if he sensed the moment between us became more intimate. His finger slowly traced my jaw, his thumb nudging my lip. “I will always be here. To protect you. Keep you from harm.” he whispered. His head started to lower.


-a slice of heaven from a dream I had a couple days ago. Two good things about dreams? They inspire. They are always great fodder for a story. one bad thing? How the hell do I write it into a story? so I just wrote this little drabble.


me: “He is too controlling. too micro-managing. I don’t like that.”

“That is ok. You’re dominant. A perfect match”

a conversation about my dislike for control-freaks.

Maybe its true.

I am shy and sweet like a creampuff, but my personalty leans towards Dominance.  Perhaps I am too much to handle. But when I laugh and I sing, and I feel the wind in my hair, I want someone to see that. I want someone to see the facade I put up. To break down the walls I put up. Hold me when I am sad. Laugh when I am being goofy. Confide in me when they want to.

I don’t want anyone to submit to me.

I don’t believe a man needs to be controlling or feels the need to micro-manage me.

Is he confident? He knows what he wants and how to get it, yes.

and he wants me. Loves me for who I am





When I was watching the news on Charlottesville and President Patrick Star  inability to address the tragedy, I was so disgusted. Maybe because I was so naive in thinking that people were still trying to bring themselves together as human beings. instead they were dividing and attacking each other like monsters.

Maybe I will stay in my little bubble where I see everyone living in peace, harmony and accept each other.

Hate can’t be ignored, justified or accepted. It must be rooted out and destroyed. Hatred and bitterness can destroy a person.

I was reading through my Bible hoping to find peace of mind.

Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against anyone among your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord.
-Leviticus 19:18

Get rid of your bitterness, hot tempers, anger, loud quarreling, cursing, and hatred. Be kind to each other, sympathetic, forgiving each other as God has forgiven you through Christ.
—  Ephesians 4:31-32


I just woke up.

I am aching to feel his cock

deep inside me. stretching me.




Lying in the bath playing with myself

thinking of him

denying myself this pleasure makes it oh so much


it seems like forever since I came



found this.

This is so important.

Forgiveness doesnt make you weak. It makes you better. Makes you feel better ♥


I was ever so sweet today. I was anticipating the moment when I could crush people’s dreams this afternoon.

I wonder if they found it more infuriating that I was being so sweet denying their requests, instead of being a basic bitch?

I began my onslaught at 11 when we started the $.67 hamburger sale. The deal was a customer could have up to 3. We allowed up to 10.  No special grill orders. No multi-orders.

We sold 80 within 20 minutes in the drive thru alone, on the counter? I have no idea. Every order had 10 hamburgers. We went down hill. So now customers were now allowed 5.

So it began.

A customer asked for a multi-order. I asked if any of them were having the special. They both said yes. So both orders were having the special. Yep. 10 hamburgers. “No I am sorry only 5 hamburgers per person. I am afraid we can’t do multis with the special orders.” that blew their minds.

“Are you kidding me? so my friend can’t have her 5 hamburgers?” she asked.

I had to explain 3x that they were only allowed 5 burgers. They would have to come in. But then again 5 burgers PER customer. “5 burgers!”

She took the deal regardless.

A customer asked “I would like a cheeseburger no onions no pickles sub mac sauce add lettuce.”

“I am sorry no special orders on the specials today,” I replied.

“Really?” no I am making that shit up. “So I can’t have mac sauce?”


A customer asked if we still had the special.  it just started today, it would end today. So yeah, of course, we still had it.

“I would like 25 cheeseburgers.”

“No, I am sorry only 5”

What took the cake for me? A customer asked what hamburger was on special today.

“Hamburger and cheeseburger,” I replied.

“I asked you what kind of burger!” he snapped.

“hamburger and a cheeseburger!” I answered. I was pretty clear.

“Oh my god! Fine! I will have a big mac and a quarter cheese!”

“Ok but those aren’t on sale are you sure you still want them?” I asked.

“Look I asked you what was on sale!” he snapped.

I looked up the tv monitor to see who this joker was. “And I told you,” I replied coldly, “hamburgers and cheeseburgers!”

“Oh fine then! a hamburger and cheeseburger!”

A woman was irritated when she learned she couldn’t have 50 hamburgers. “No only 5,” I said.

“5?” she repeated in disbelief. “well maybe you should have that in the fine print then!”

I was startled. I almost started to laugh. Since when does any customer read the fine print!!! “The limit was up to 3 but now we upped it to 5” I sighed.

It was a fun day. We sold over 1300 hamburgers/cheeseburgers in an hour and half.