HAGUE’S IDEA HAS SHADES OF NAPOLEON ALL OVER IT!

// Libya: William Hague hints at Muammar Gaddafi exile

Mr Hague also said the UK was not planning to arm rebels.

Foreign Secretary William Hague has hinted that the UK might accept Muammar Gaddafi going into exile as a way of solving the crisis in Libya.

Mr Hague said he would prefer to see the Libyan leader held to account at the International Criminal Court.

But he told the BBC a move into exile would create the kind of change that “most of the world and probably most of the Libyan people want to see”.

His comments came after allies met in London to discuss Libya’s future.

Meanwhile, Prime Minister David Cameron has written an article in the Arab press promising the international community will stand by the people of Libya.

Italy is talking to a number of countries about a possible deal which would allow Col Gaddafi to take refuge, possibly in another African state, in exchange for a ceasefire and transition of power.

In an interview with BBC Two’s Newsnight, Mr Hague did not reject the idea of Col Gaddafi going into exile.

“That is up to him. There is no doubt that if Colonel Gaddafi left power – wherever he went – there would be a major change in the situation, and that is what most of the world and probably most of the Libyan people want to see,” he said.

“That is up to him to decide. That’s not up to us to decide.”

‘Protect civilians’He added: “I would like to see him brought to account, but of course it is possible for people to go to places where you can’t get at them – where the ICC can’t get at them.”

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We will continue to protect their lives, defend their rights and support their aspirations”

End Quote David Cameron

4 ANTACIDS $1. 12 MINUTE ORDER $20. GREAT DAY?????

I dont know if this Karmic payback or not, but this morning I woke up with Rebecca Black’s song stuck in my head! all day i was singing the chorus to that ridiculous song.

My fault really. I was reading an article on People.com about her last night. 5 things You Didnt Know About Rebecca Black. Really?! People.com had to do an article on an untalented teenager? Trends are evil!

Today i was feeling better, i was a little late. I was meditating too long. I dont care. I find if i dont meditate or pray before work, my mindset is off. I dont have a great day . in fact i am miss. cranky pants. oh well.

 I checked the Football field.oh yeah i am not in first. whoo hoo.

I had to take over for miss. prissy pants in First. I am already beginning to feel the stress. oh man. the pain. This guy pulls up to the speaker. “I want two buttermilk biscuits.”

i am talking to the person at my window, and waiting for the guy to finish ordering. “Hello? did you get that?”

There is nothing more annoying or rude is when a customer asks if i understood what they ordered. or if i got that. if i didnt i would read the order back. Come on! the person at my window leaves. “Is that plain biscuits?” i asked.

“no. I want the sandwiches.” he says.

Oh, i have to take a few calming breaths because the acid in my tummy is churning now. The stress is building. “Ok which one?”

“The sausage egg!” he snaps.

do not take a tone with me ass can! I am not a mind reader! “Did you want a meal with those?” i am starting getting to get snotty. The order is complete he pulls up. figures. asscans.

This guy pulls up and orders a coffee. “a double double with no sugar.” i almost choke on the water i was drinking.

“Excuse me? What was in your coffee?” i asked.

“A double double. with no sugar.” he says. i sigh.

 a person drinks coffee one should learn how to order it! “Sir please, its a double cream. when you say double double you are saying you want sugar as well!” i inform him. “just say double cream.”

AMB is laughing so hard on the headset. “Oh snap!” she says. “You tell them.”

the guy pulls up and i got the look. what? is it my fault that you dont know how to order coffee.

I get off orders and i ask Steve if i could grab some antacid. that stuff is sick! gross. it helped for five minutes. lol

The day was going good. I was on fries. Braeden is giving me the look. Like i didnt have a clue how to do my job. I could run circles around him. I dont see why every girl in that place drools over him. He is a creep! I couldnt say anything  snotty because Brian was there.

Brian claps me on the shoulder. “Great job, Rebecca.” aw gee thanks boss.

Steve looks at me. “Way to go, brown noser!” he says.

I stare at him. “What did you just call me?” i asked incredulously.

“A brown noser!” he smirks. ha ha ha so funny. Whatever! I cant stand ppl suck up. i am not one of them.

Brian is telling AMB what he wants for Lunch, Steve is trying to tell AMB what he wants done for supper. AMB is ignoring Steve. “I am sorry Brian what kind of sandwich did you want?” she asked Brian.

“Hey i am speaking here!” Steve cries. oh man i started laughing. AMB looked at Steve. “Are you the boss?” she asked. “I am listening to Brian.”

Steve didnt like that. “I am the shift manager. You should be listening to me!”

That was priceless!

But then my stress level went up alot after i left fries. I had to ask to go another antacid. thats 4 in a span of two hours! Steve looks at me. “Omg Rebecca i dont even want to know!” he says. What? its stress! i inform him!

I am taking this guys order. he wanted a coffee muffin special and a double cheese burger. I asked him if he said a cranberry. He said yes. Leah puts on the tray. I got the look. “What is this? This isnt fruit fibre.” he snapped. Leah tells him there isnt any.

“So you just put any kind of muffin down on the tray?” he demanded. yeah cuz we do that! dont be stupid!

“Oh i am sorry, but i asked if you said Cranberry. you said yes.” i explained.

unduh!

So this my new initiative.

1. I decided that i am going to stand around.
2. Talk non stop about absolute nothing. absolute nothing!!!!
3. take 7 minutes to take an order.
4. take another 5 minutes to assemble that order.
5. Then my idea of stock up is going to be standing around talking about nothing!

 

How unfair is that the rest of the crew gets in trouble for taking more than a minute on orders on window yet you know who is allowed to do that!

I timed the order. 12 minutes! i was bugging right out. I cant say anything to her because it goes in one ear out the other. I thought Melissa  and Deb were  going to have a fit. 

So i think i am going to try that. i doubt i would get away with it!

OH GREAT! THE GOREN SHOW IS BACK!

Goren is back!  For the 10th season of CI Goren and Eames is returning! I am so happy! its not going to be the same without Nicole Wallace as his adversary. but Goren is back! Lets face it Vincent D’Onofrio was the whole reason the show existed. The show was made just for him.

Jeff Goldblum tried his best, his character Zach Nichols had big shoes to fill. He was brilliant in his own way, but ultimately he failed to be the cracker jack Goren was. However I did enjoy the season 9 finale when Nichols dad helped out on a case. (pyschatrist). I had presumed that since he was introduced that F. Murray Abraham was to continue the character in season 10.

I guess not. Since Jeff Goldblum and Saffron Burrows are  no longer on CI.

I hope the writers dont fuck this up. Goren was unstable in the sixth, seventh season ( too depressed  and sullen ) and he was beginning to come around the last couple of episodes on the eighth. Only to be canned on the Ninth. wow. bummer!

BONES is having a spinoff? Really? Its called the LOCATOR. Starring Geoff Stultz and Saffron Burrows. Michael Duncan Clarke. Oh gee what is with movie stars coming to prime time? I am not too thrilled with spinoffs. right now Maybe because CRIMINAL MINDS: SUSPECT BEHAVIOR was a let down! major let down.

My favorite line from Forrest Whittaker. “I. Am. Not. Done. Yet.” oooh that is so scary. all this build up about CM:SB and it bombed! what the hell.

However LAW & ORDER LA! now that is awesome show. There has only been two fails in the LAW & ORDER series. LAW & ORDER TRIAL BY JURY. and CONVICTION. 

LAW & ORDER LA is great!  Except Skeet Ulrich isnt coming back! Alfred Molina’s character  is taking his place. oh gee thanks. A former cop who was ADA now is a cop again. wow thats demotion!

Regina Hall and Megan boone also left. Whom were part of Terence Howards character’s legal team. Never knew what they did anyway. Goodbye. good news, Alana de La Graza aka A.D.A. Connie Rubirosa ( LAW & ORDER) is reprising her role.

 I just had a horrible thought what if there was another CSI? oh my god! horrible! what city would it be in? In canada! yes CSI VANCOUVER! no somewhere it is cold 98% of the time. Calgary! CSI: CALGARY! lol that would bomb so bad!

Sooo Emily Proctor back on set CSI MIAMI. hella Damn it! Does that mean Leven Rambin is gone! no! why couldnt Proctor stay on MatLeave? i cant stand her character. its eery how she looks like heidi pratt. eery!

WE ARE ONE. PRAYER FOR A BETTER WORLD

We Are One

I pray we, all children of the earth, no matter our path to enlightenment, come to realize that we are one. We may walk our own paths, but we are not alone, for we walk at the same time, toward the same end/beginning. From our individual perspectives, be we Pagan, Christian, Muslim, Jew, Buddist, Taoist, or Hindu, are the same. I pray that we all feel the love of our Creator(s) and by example learn to see each other as brothers and sisters, allowing the boundary lines of religion to fade away. May the Lord and Lady bless your path. May you always have enough, and may you give enough in return. Blessed Be.

~BELIEF.NET

i found this prayer while working on my prayer book.  I thought it was perfect.  especially since there is so much turmoil in the world. we are one. war shouldnt be the only solution to a crisis. hasnt anyone learnt from history? apparently not.

Prayer for a Better World

O God, the source of creation, ever-present in the changes of this world, be present with your people who cry to you for help. Empower us with vision and strength to enable the peoples of this earth to acquire the skills and resources necessary to a growing world. Enable those from countries with plenty to share their lives, funds, and resources with those in need. Embolden those with vision to proclaim new ways of creating communities of responsibility. Engage us in learning from one another and in valuing the unique gifts that you have given to the people of every land. Bless your people, O God, who cry to you. Amen.

vienna cobb anderson

SIDELINED. SUCKERPUNCHED. AND DREAMING!

 LAW & ORDER CI “WANT” the episode NPH plays a serial killer. Well that was supposed to be the episode instead it is Season Nine “LOVE ON ICE”  with tom mapother. Tom Cruise’ s cousin. it isnt his first LAW & ORDER. he was on SVU.

Damn i liked the episode WANT.

Yesterday I was going to work on my prayer book, and my BOS, unfortunately i got sidelined, thanks to my sister. why is it whenever i hang out with my sister and my niece it feels like i am babysitting TWO kids! My sister tries my patience!

We had lunch, then we were going to the movies. Two separate ones, i am not going to see Rango. I dont like johnny Depp! I am going to see Sucker Punch. We are on the way to the movie theater, and my sister is trying to switch lanes.

How did she ever pass her drivers exam it amazes me! She is getting mad because the guy behind her wont let her change lanes. I sighed. “Melissa, put on your signal lights”

“Dont tell me what to do!” she says.

I look at her. Really?! “You cant switch lanes unless you have your signal lights on!” i said. i wanted to V8 myself.

“I am speeding up, but he speeds up! He should know that i want to switch lanes!” she explains.

OMG! who taught her to drive! “Melissa he doesnt know you want to switch lanes because you dont have your signals on!” i snapped. “Put your signals on!”

“Do you have drivers? No i do! dont tell me how to drive! You can get out if you keep arguing with me!” she looks out her side mirror. “Oh he is not letting me switch!”

Oh man she is making Blonds look so bad! “Melissa! Put your signals on!” i snapped.

She finally does, and she gets in the lane. she is madder than hell. especially when i tell her when she wants to make a lane switch she shouldnt put them on for just a sec. she always does that!  She glares at me, when she makes the turn. “You dont know anything about driving!” she says to me.

“Melissa i have been on this earth longer than you, and i know more about driving than you do!” i sighed. I gestured to the car ahead of us. “See he used his signals for more than two seconds.” he had them on for at least thirty seconds allowing her to see he wanted to turn or switch lanes. melissa then proceeded to have a cow. cause apparently he didnt use his signals. she has change blindness or something.

i dont like driving with her on long trips especially for that reason. she has the attention span of gnat.

i am in the theatre watching Sucker Punch. the theatre is basically empty. I am in heaven. then some people start filing in, and of course they migrate to me. what the hell! there are lots of empty seats go sit over there! no they have to sit in front of me, beside me. arggh! i hate that! twelve people in a 100 seat auditorm, and they have to sit right where i am. annoyance!

oh the anticipation all for naught! the sound track was good. vanessa hudgens fight scene was good, but all the fight scenes were computer animated! lame! sucked! when my mobile vibrates during the last half hour. through out the last half. i am in a movie!

the movie ends, just as i turn on my mobile it rings, my mom is frantic, “where are you? what are you doing? what is that noise?”

I am at the movie give me a break. apparently kaileigh didnt like Rango. melissa and kaileigh are waiting in the car and the first thing out of kaileigh’s mouth. “Why didnt you answer your phone?” lol cheeky little monkey!

this morning i woke up from the strangest dream.

 i was in my old apartment which by the way was ten times better than the one im in now. more expensive. downfall i had a roommate. she kicked me out because i was too much of a clean freak. sorry i dont like living like a pig.

I was opening the hallway closet, and it had a secret room up in the ceiling. i was pushing up the door, and i was trying to get up into the room. I was halfway in and out, i couldnt go any further something kept me out. I was mad, some kind of force. i was pushed out. I landed outside the closet.

When i stood i realised i was no longer in my apartment. i was in my aunts house. ive been to that house when i was twelve.  i have no idea where i am going, where everyone is. i check the formal dining room. ridiculous why would anyone be in there. the sitting room, i go upstairs. i hear laughter. i peek into my older cousins room. all of my cousins are there.

Suddenly i cant breathe. feelings of inadequatcy, and thought of being disliked, being judged or being a nuisance suddenly rises to the surface. feelings i havent had since i was a kid. grr why am i here. in this place. i want to go now. i turned to leave. figures i cant go. there is no door. I am stuck here.

I am called to the bed by one of my cousins. I can hear his voice, but i cant respond.  some of my cousins are watching tv. I walk closer to the bed, i can see my reflection in the vanity mirror, but im blurred out everyone is clear. I look to the armoire where the tv is.  there is a soap opera on.  Young & Restless.

I am beckoned once more to the bed. I am a little hesitant, so i sit at the edge of the bed. I am told to make myself more comfortable. I realise that it is Mark speaking, i can see him more clearly, his brother Warren, warren’s wife Carla kristen and all the kids are the bed. I dont what is more ridiculous the idea that Mark and warren are watching soap operas with warren’s wife Carla or that i am there with them.  Kristine doesnt watch tv so she is playing with kids on the bed. I laughed at the guys for watching Y&R.

 Well to get back at me, Mark puts his bare feet on my lap. Ew gross! stinky feet!  well he doesnt have stinky feet. i tried to move his feet. impossible so i was stuck.

I am not really paying attention to whats going behind me, i am watching Y&R. and i am absently stroking Mark’s bare feet. he is not ticklish, but he flinches every once in awhile which makes me laugh.

I must have turned to look at him for a moment because he is smiling at me, when i turn back i am no longer in the house.

I am in a dark wood paneled room. There is two women in bathrobes. One is blonde, almost platinum, the other is dark haired.  They are kissing.

 My eyes bugging out when they finally separate. omg  it is Christine Blair. and Mary Jo Mason! i am floored. Where am i? they dont notice me. I walk around them. Trying to get a sense of the situation. I am totally confused. Christine is talking to mary jo but i have no idea what they are saying. i cant hear them. I follow Mary Jo out the door, there is a sign that says Jabot Gym.

The scene switches. i am in the Jabot warehouse, and Christine’s son Jim is a little preturbed that she had hooked up with Mary Jo. since she tried to kill her so many years ago. christine tells him he is too young to understand what is going on, he is upset and disappears in one of the aisles after telling her his dad wouldnt understand. his dad being adam brody? I try to follow but he is gone.

I stumble into an office, its Jacks. He is at his desk on the phone. I can hear what he is saying. He is on the phone telling Christine that he wants her to come in for a meeting. Christine comes in. Her hair is so platinum! omg its not right. What happened to the nice conservative girl? she looks kinda of slutty! Jack tells her Jabot is no longer having her as part their legal team. He had gotten wind of her hook up with a woman. he doesnt know its mary jo.

 My mouth dropped. oh that is illegal. cant fire someone because of their sexuality! I tried telling Jack  about Rafe?  he was Adam Newman’s lawyer and he was gay. of course no one could hear me. hellalame!

that was really wierd dream, i couldnt speak at all during the dream, if i did no one heard me. Not so different from reality. no one hears me anyway.

I wasnt really surprised  by the idea of two women kissing. just who it was.

JUST MY OPINION:

 I had been thinking before i went to bed, that most of the novels i read that there isnt a  heroine that is either gay or bisexual. there isnt a detective, FBI  a heroine in some sort of law enforcement. that is lame.

 i am not talking erotica thing, but why doesnt an author like Lisa Gardner, tess gerritsen, jayne anne Krentz someone of their caliber ever write out of their comfort zone and create a  heroine who has bisexual undertones. Trust me jayne anne krentz needs something new to write about. Her books are being repeative and boring! sorry. Arcane Society! she is little obsessed with that word!

THE BEST READ EVER!

LIVEWIRE – LORA LEIGH

I hadnt realised how fickle of a reader i am. i am almost OCD about which books i read. Having coming across Lora Leigh’s name numerous times on book searchs, i was curious to read one of her books. i was also reluntant. i am not a fan of series.  To be honest i wanted to read someone new. Throwing fate to the wind, one of her titles caught my eye. LiveWire. I also threw out my rules for choosing a book. A serious no- no on any occasion. I did it anyway.

Boy did my fickleness and my OCD have a heyday with this book.

The story starts out with Tehya Talmosi arriving at the Elite Ops commander center for training. She has been on the run for years from pyscho terrorist dad, who the team put down. The Elite captain Jordan Malone is not happy about the idea of her being on the team but he has no choice. He is attracted to her, and doesnt want the attraction to jeopardise the team. Six years later,  the shutting down of Elite Ops, each of the team has fulfilled their contract and has now married. The exception of Jordan Malone The captain of the specialist team. He is making sure Tehya is safe, but not before he and she has a go of it. nine months later her fathers associates learn she is alive and the race is on to keep her alive. the team reassembles to help out.

STRIKES

1.  it was the final book of a series. nowhere on the book did it indicate that.
2.  The heroine’s name is Tehya. I hate abstract and weird names. Keep it simple. Oh well could have been worse it could been Shaniqua. or Olga.
3. Nathan or Noah was introduced in the first chapter, a character from one previous book. I had no idea who this guy was. His name nathan or is it noah? apparently his real name was nathan but he supposedly died and assumed noah and remarried his wife under his fake name. why the hell not just say that?! instead of saying nathan. then noah.
4. the reintroduction of all the characters from the series. seriously? why do authors have to do that? to tie all it in? no way. thats lame. it did nothing for this story.

I had chosen this book because it had a promising storyline, action. I expect it from the words elite ops. maybe thats just me. However i wasnt aware that Lora Leigh was an erotic writer. I should have realised that when the sentence “the need to fuck her had been so damned overwhelming that for the first time in years Jordan had considered breaking his own rule.”  page 3.

Oh great, is this going to be like an  another laurell k hamilton book. all about sex. nothing about plotline? nothing character driven.

Laurell K Hamilton is a fantasy and romance author. her Anita the Vampire Hunter books (5 of them) were good the last 9 were lacking in plot and character developement and sex had been in written in every situation to the point it was exploitive. ugh. sexual abuse, rape and incest wow those are so sexy…i puked in my mouth!

I will be honest Laurell K hamilton ruined any kind of explicit sex in a romance novel for me. In fact its the reason i cringe now everytime i read any sex scene in a book.

 But after reading lora leigh. wow. a girl after my own heart. she wrote about every girls fantasy. and i think its a first that i read in a romance book about anal sex. an actual description. hmm.

The bad side of that had to be i had no idea what the plot line was. The Heroine’s code name Engima. ah but she didnt do anything dangerous. sad. where is the danger? what burns me is that an author has to comfort the heroine with sex. what is wrong with a snuggle? but im not really complaining, Lora Leigh is a great writer.

Today i was in the bookstore i was contemplating of buying another one of her books. One of the Nauti series. nah. no thank you. Or Breed. yuck. Then hello. Forbidden Pleasure. hmm a married fbi agent who wants to share his wife and there is a stalker. hmm interesting.

Im reading the back. 

holy snap i almost dropped the book! hell yeah! Lora Leigh is now my hero!

“she would never accept Mac’s desire to share her with another man. Still Mac’s fantasies of sharing Keiley haunt his dreams. and his passions. unable to wait any longer Mac invites his best friend, Jethro Riggs to his home, with the intention of drawing Keiley into the pleasures that can only be achieved when two men love the same woman” 

 

WITHOUT MERCY – LISA JACKSON

I am not big of series. they dont follow thru well. they fizzle. However Lisa Jackson is one of those authors that can actually follow thru.

Without mercy is the beginning of a series i believe.

Shaylee is a troublemaking teenager sent to a boarding school for wayward teens. but bad things are happening and its up to her older half sister jules to try and get her out.

I loved this book. The unexpected twist at the end yeah thats what i am talking about.

STRIKES

1. The heroine Jules was pathetic. she couldnt add two and two together if she used a calculator. Which is why i loved Shaylee. She was street smart and book smart her IQ was awesome. Perfect for a sociopath!
2.  not enough red herrings! the little mystery of jules and shaylee’s dad’s death was cute but waste of time.

what i loved was the fact Lisa had thrown the idea of Shaylee being the secondary villian the whole time! framing herself as the obvious suspect for one of the murders was brilliant! no one knew until the end. however the reason she killed her stepdad was lame. she was a brilliant sociopath.

the fact that lisa jackson kept me guessing the whole time was kudos to her. i usually know who it is by the second or third chapter. but then again i was pressed for time when i was reading it.

kudos!

 

 

PARODY OF PRETTY LITTLE LIARS

scary accurate protrayal of jillian from BIGGEST LOSER. scary! i thought it was funny but at the same time it was a little disturbing because of the stereotype of overweight people.

TAE KWON DO -a parody

a funny productive parody of a lady Gaga song. i see it as anti bully song.

THIS HAS ME THINKING

I WANT WHAT SHE IS HAVING ♥♥♥

who says three is a crowd? not me. lol.Polyamory has always fascinated me. the openness intense communication and ethical behavior that is involved. there is powerful bonding among three or more people. the relationships are built on trust loyalty negotion, rejecting any jealousy or possessiveness.

why cant a woman be in a committed relationship with two or three men, it is not considered cheating, for they are all in this relationship willingly.

it is not to be confused with polygamy. because polygamy means one or more spouses. too bad polyamory its just a fantasy right now because there isnt any man (men) in my life comfortable or confident enough to deal with it. sad.

now if i was that chick i would be like uh why you clownin? we can share? would i be jealous if it was continuous thing. who knows.

SURPRISE! lol if a guy came home and saw that, chances are he would say score!

aw man this is scary!

WILL WONDER WOMAN PREVAIL ON TV?

Adrianne Palicki as wonder woman.

I have my misgivings about tv remakes. Especially about Wonder Woman. I barely tolerated the original. Dont get me wrong, ever since i saw Adrianne Palicki’s performance as Sydney manning, a sociopath in Criminal Minds, i think she would be perfect.

looking at the outfit, i just want to say why? why? come on be a little more creative. last year wonder woman had new costume change. with a blue jacket and red gold top and dark pants. hello it would make more sense to have Adrianne Palicki wear that then what she is wearing in the picture.

remakes needs good script, a good director and actors.  take for instance Bionic Woman. Michelle Ryan was awesome. The show was good. but it was yanked. Stupid network. However the epic fail of all remakes has to be melrose place! Not because of ashlee simpson, but because of the writing, it was trying too hard to be like the original. and also because of the wooden like acting of the rest of the cast.

The best remake ever. Hawaii five -O! it has awesome writing, and kona is a girl this time, unfortunately grace park is my least favorite actress!

It would be great if joss whedon would be behind the helm on Wonder woman, he would make it sizzle. hopefully it will turn out. and not bomb!

COME ON GET ON MY BADSIDE!

I got on shift today, and somebody says to me “oh you are going to be upset today.”

Great. what now. Its first thing in the morning. i dont want to deal with drama. “Look at the football field.”

I turn to look at it. Im not really getting what i am supposed to be upset at. “What?”

“Your in first booth with jessica. AMB did it.” i sighed. whoopee. i am so upset. look at me rage out of control. my eye is throbbing! whatever.

“I dont care that jessica is in first booth with me. she is the only that will smile and greet the customers unlike the other cash ppl” i said. ooh Someone was not happy i said that. she glared at me. What? go eat something. dont you have pregger cravings.

I was having a great morning, i was all happy happy. i didnt even care that Someone was whining about having to go in First again like she always does whenever she is done her break. she is not handicapped she can go back in first. anyway, zack comes and gets our coffee machine because walmart is down theirs. oh for  fuck sakes, they are in a department store, buy one!

so i cleaned up the mess zack left. I went to take an order. Out of the corner of my eye, i see Someone returning from the back, i had a hunch she would mess with my nice clean coffee station. Yep,I turned around Someone was right there, totally dismantling it, and  fucking it up. 

I could feel my eye throbbing. I was beyond pissed.

 i hate that. i have ocd ok! leave everything in its place! where i left it!! everytime i go in First, i can never find anything because she or Des has moved stuff. ‘Cleaning” really? its still a mess, they have to touch everything!

Its like Someone has ESP and she knows when i just cleaned up or whatever so she goes and messes it up, pulling everything out of place.

 I lost it. I completely snapped.

“What are you doing?!”  i cried. “Omg! I just cleaned that! stop moving shit around!”

Everyone stops and stares. Someone just stared at me in disbelief. “I have to move it.” she said.

Really? No you dont, fucking asscan! I just finished cleaning that area up! omg! “Stop doing that!” I insisted. i was ready to punch her out.

“Zack told me to.” she whined. the hell he did.

AMB was totally stunned i was losing it. Yelling at Someone. she is not a god, pretty sure i can yell at her. especially when she is doing something to piss me off!

 AMB told me and Someone to stop arguing. I was so mad.

I go on my break. i chill out with Darshan and melissa.

When i come back up from my break, i see my niece. aw she wasnt having a good day either. I walked into playland and she was crying. I asked her what was wrong.

“A boy broke my eyeglasses auntie.” she says. I hugged my darling girl. My mom was pissed. She is holding the pieces, the boy had snapped them in half. oh boy.

I started to feel anxiety. it was emanating from Kaileigh. i hugged her again, and told her it would be alright.

I guess she didnt feel better, because all day i felt the anxiety.

Lunch wasnt much better, considering everyone kept asking about 20 nuggets for $5! does it look like we have it! are we advertising it? No its in the states! where they are in recession and they cant afford big meals. thats why when they come up here for a vackay they have hella-freakouts because its so expensive. its because we have jobs they dont. so fuck off. learn how to read!

then the caramel shakes. where does it say we are sold out of every shake! it doesnt! only caramel! which means we dont have caramel! so stop asking for the caramel!

Yeah so having a good day..smile! shut it! hopefully tomorrow will be better. its friday! yippee!

HOW DID I GET MY NAME?

My parents are mennonite, and my mother was looking for a name so english that it couldnt be translated it in plautdietsch. aka low german.

When she was a child, her parents kept calling  her name in low german. Which by the way in low german is three or  more variations. Which is great because practically everyone was either named, Betty, Mary, Sarah,  Helen, or Agatha. it was a way to tell them apart.

At first i was to be named, Trudy. Gertrude. Ew. what the hell. no way. My dad was a big fan of the Archie comics so his choice was Veronica. Ronnie for short. Omg! that is horrific.

In the end, my name was Becky. however that doesnt mean there are jokes. taunte lise. lol

WHY CANT I HAVE ILLUSIONS?

I hope a guy can think and feel like that about me. However i am living in reality not in a fantasy world. The fantasy world is sure looking good about now.

LUCKY I AM NOT A MANAGER! DON’T YOU “DON’T” ME!!

today was a testament of patience. I must say i did alot better than yesterday.

It wasnt busy yesterday morning, so zack was doing his manager stuff in lobby. the Front could take care of itself or so i thought. I was puttering around, getting things done, making sure things were getting done before lunch. I cant stand disorganisation! I mean come on, we are not children, we shouldnt have to be told what to do every minute. Right? Right! We should know how things go. or i thought.

Someone gets off their break, and I asked Melissa who was next. Her or Bobbi. Bobbi goes next. Well I gave melissa or that someone that option of taking over for Bobbi. Melissa didnt want to. That left Someone. “Will you take over for Bobbi, please” i asked.

OMG i got the look. I should have been dead. Oh hell no you didnt! I dont like it when people question me, when i ask them to do something. Just do it. no arguements. no ahh do i have to. why? who cares just do it. I have no patience for that.

I am waiting for Someone to take over Bobbi, she comes back, and she is hesitating. I finally look at Melissa. “Did she hear what i said?” i asked. I am getting annoyed. “Take over for Bobbi,Please” i said to Someone. she is not happy. i dont care. why is it fair for her to have a break yet everyone else has to wait until zack is done whatever he is doing? Everyone would be behind on breaks. I dont think so. Its called teamwork, helping people out.

Those girls wont do anything unless a manager tells them to. “Your not a manager you cant tell me what to do.” thats their excuse for every little thing a person asks them to do. or when one shows them proper procedure! They are lucky i am not a manager!

Melissa looks at me, and she is gawking. I am puzzled. “What?” i asked. She walks over.

“She asked if Zack asked her to take over for Bobbi.” she said. I am getting mad. Zack is in Lobby. He is not up front running it. I am. I am asking her to take over for Bobbi stop being a selfish bitch and just do it.

‘No,” I said. “I asked her to do it. Me. She can do it.” 

Things are going well, until later in the afternoon when Roxanne asked to take an order. This guy kept saying “Hello is anyone taking my order. All I hear is this beep beep”

Oh Roxanne was getting mad. “Go ahead.”

“What you want me to pull ahead” he asks.

“No.” she says. “Go ahead and tell me your order!”

I am laughing because this what i have to deal with on a daily basis. But i stop laughing when he pulls up to my window and kept asking which drink was which. I kept telling him. i just closed the window. whatever. figure it out. I dont like to repeat myself.  Then he demanded wanted his drinks second cupped. Hell no, the hot cups are insulated.  I said no. “Thanks for nothing.” he snapped. No problem ass can.

  i decided that if people or objects were going to try my patience today i would just zone out. i just wouldnt bother. no care in the world. especially since head office was up. oh joy surprise.

still didnt care.

I took over for Someone so she could go on her break, and she wasnt happy she had to come back afterwards. So i was showing her how to make the till better. Again with the Look. Ok i am not a manager who fucking cares! Its called team work! get over it! i am demostrating  a better way and faster way to deal with a broken till.. oh did she take my advice. no. drive thru was backed up.

Then i get in trouble because Kim didnt hear me when i said i was getting juice. Not my problem. i was giving you the courtesy of telling you where i was.

no care in the world, not caring until the last half of my shift. i was ready to throw the drawer out the window. kick a customer in the head, kick another in the box. what the hell! quartercheese bigmac burger???? apparently its one burger! what a doosh!

CSI MIAMI WAS PREDICABLE. FOLIE A DEUX ANYONE?

The couple that preys together stays together…

hmm CSI Miami was as usual predicable.  Alicia Witt as Michelle Baldwin. Great. i feel all 7 shades of Law & Order CI comin in. Alicia Witt played Nora Falacci, one of Mike Logan’s partners. A partner i actually liked. She was stubborn hard nosed, and she liked to kick people in the ballsack to get things rollin.

Oh and if CI isnt enough. Its an ALL MY CHILDREN reunion. Jeff Branson as Dennis Baldwin, and Leven Rambin as the new Lab tech Molly. Is this a soap opera or a police procedural? Dont get me wrong. I like Branson. He is a terrific actor. Leven could replace Emily Proctor, i never like Caleigh, she is whiny.

By now its pretty obvious who the serial killers are. The Baldwins. Look at the few little clues that led me to that conclusion.

•  When Wolfe touched her, Michelle went all haywire. Typical response to a trauma that she suffered.
• However when her husband called her name out, she didnt freak out. and she flew into his arms without any hesitation. hmm interesting.
• Michelle claimed she couldnt remember anything about her attacker. Yet she had no problem remembering that Allison had a dog. That Allison was there for days. hmm interesting. allison spilled her guts to Michelle as soon as Michelle awoke from being drugged. i dont think so! Michelle was there for one day! got to love that small talk.
• Natalia went to ask Michelle some more questions, she should have noticed the change in Michelle’s demeanor when she dumped the water on the coffee table. sad. if it took anyone this long to realise it was the Baldwins.

 

I was wondering when they were going to throw in a CI reference. I was waiting for it. Right at the end, all of sudden because Delko is in therapy he is a renowned specialist in all sorts of crazy. He knew about Folie a deux. Goren’s favorite favorite disorder!

A pyschosis which is transfered from one individual to another. In this case, because Michelle was loco, and the dominant one in the relationship she shared her pyschosis with her husband. If he had been separated from Michelle, he would have returned to normal.

i didnt mind this episode. i liked the previous one. Stone Cold. I cant stand it when people let Bullies get away with what they do. However stoning is not the way to go about it.

ARE WE AFFECTED TO MUCH BY THE NET?

I was reading an article how internet has ruined most of our cherished customs and past times. it mentioned that because of internet our tv, music communication has been dramatically affected.

in a way the article was correct, without the internet the music industry would be better off. however without youtube and itunes, new stars wouldnt be found, music wouldnt be discovered. music wouldnt be purchased period. no one wants a CD anymore! hello!

then this took the cake with me. BlockBuster took  bankrupcty protection because they are doing so poorly. who rents? seriously? I havent rent a movie in 4 years! i watch movies on ppv,  movie channel or the net.

The internet affects tv shows. How are we supposed to find out what happened on a miss show without it? Missed an sports event? bam its there on the net! Fans relate to each other on the net, they can save a show, or break a show on a show. Hello Jericho? ok saved it for a season. Without the net no one would have had a clue what was going on LOST. that show was messed up!

Without the internet, research and fact checking would take forever! however this is double edge sword. once put on the net it stays on the net, and one could find another personal info.

britannia encyclopedia took exception to wikipedia because the site had ppl editing their facts. how did wikipedia know their facts were right. turns out most of the facts in britannia were wrong.

i love wiki!

On another note

schools are trying too hard to make their students too computer savvy. they are forgetting the basics. students dont know basic math. they are too reliant on calculators do the equations for them. they cant do a simple test question without it. they cant even do math on their fingers. that is sad.

students dont even know what cursive is. writing. too busy txting. there should be no reason for a first grader to have a cellphone. or a laptop!

our education system is getting way too lazy.

dont know if that is the internets fault or not. but its definitly someones fault.